Amor cuerdo, no es amor.

Amor cuerdo, no es amor. There is No  Sane Love......As Simple as that !
True A Love which has reasons cannot be termed as love..Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired ! But that doesnot mean  a bout of attraction or lust driven feelings could be called  as love.
Love is a feeling between two individuals ready to merge their identity and willing to accept each other as it is!
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude towards each other that grows with time....That raw passion and the naked desire that reflects in the  eyes........Yes I am talking about that crazy drugged feeling of being in Love..
A love which is madness ,A love which is  intense .....

"Love comes into your being like a tidal wave … sometimes it withdraws like a wave, till there isn’t such a thing as a pool left, and every bit of your heart is as dry as seaweed beyond the wave’s reach" —Phyllis Bottome

A love where a mere kiss wouldnot  just be  a kiss but would be  able to evoke a charged explosive elements within which neither the mind could recognise or analyse....And this crippling confusion of mind and body sending a strange quivering ache deep inside which has never been known before by just a simple act of lips touching each other is what I feel is  Love.......
Yes Embarking on a Journey in quest of love........
........................Nunc scio quid sit amor

Against the tide

So here I am back to square one...Same city  Same I ......Nothing changed..That dream of buying a Louis Vuitton or driving the Audi still remains the dream.I sound so materialistic ,agree I am but then who is not?
Its just that I atleast accept and the worse thing is that my happiness does depend on them,I am currently without any job and by my own choice,So that answers !
I might be materialist ,I might be somebody who prefer only Hidesign purses and Chanel perfume and wears only Zara/Gucci but when it comes to basic Moral I am proud that yet I have not killed it.

I am proud that I am able to walk out on a job that paid me well .....I am extremely proud that I refused to Give in....May be for others it would be a fool hardy decision when you have to got nobody who could support you..I am a risk taker and I am ready.
At this point of time deep down somewhere I have faith.I believe things will work out well,so what if I have to struggle.
I am a little afraid ,Somehow I feel all alone trying to figure out where Now!
Suddenly Life has started asking questions to me,Sitting on the rocks watching the tide smashing against those rocks I somehow feel the same......
So how does things shape up is a mystery......
Moving against Tide,Its my Journey.........which starts!

City of Dreams

City of Dreams...

City of Choices........

A city full of Decisions

A city of compromises

Never knew how I fell in love with this city ........

How the existentialism theory got stuck with the identity of this City.......

How from Zero to Everything .......and from Everything to Nothing this city stood by me......

From Walking all alone to being surrounded by Friends.......

Yes ......I have it all here..........

A beautiful Collage this city has become!

From Tears to cries of Joy.......

From Rejection to the Acceptance..........

From the several lovely moments to the heat wrenching loneliness this city has given me All............

Indian Dressing: My Sarees

When I was a kid I used to learn about our National song,National flower and other things termed as National,somehow I assumed that For Women Sarees must be the National Dress!

No it is not Infact India boasts of such a varied and rich culture that it would be actually difficult to define dressing.
Anywhich ways For me up till now Saree has been the most glamorous attire and yes if I have to dress to kill,I will prefer draping  Saree .
The beauty of this attire is that its the most perfect 6 meter cloth which could be draped in many different ways .

Yes Multi styling infact I can wear it the traditional way,drape in such a way that it makes me look more sensual as in just highlights the curves or it could be the best to look that girl next door as well.

Well I mostly  have chiffon sarees,which also I shop exclusively from Jaipur,yes the Famous bandhini and the leheriya.
Infact the saree which I am wearing is also a special leheriya with a Rajputi Gota( Gota is a hindi word meaning lace)

One of the most important thing with sarees are the blouses to be worn with it,It is responsible for the whole look factor,yes as in Lets say if I have a party So My black Saree could go very well this halter neck blouse with a Sexy Knot.It is a tried dressing Infact I got hell lots of nice compliments and one can accessorize well with a diamond bracelet and Nice Stone studded Jhumka or To make it more artistic it could actually be worn with lots of Jewellery like I tried with this look.

Mumbai Monsoons!

Here comes the lovely rains.....Pouring all over Mumbai adding to the woes of daily commuters....Yeah Rains however lovely are also one of the major cause of concern in a city like Mumbai....

But then I am not talking about the negativity out here what I want to share is my First experience of Mumbai Monsoon captured beautifully by lenses

If you see the beauty of the city ,no other city in India would look as lovely as Mumbai...Yeah Driving through bandra Worli Sea Link,Just stop the car a little on your left and lower that glass pane.......Switch off the AC and yes...you would get an idea how heaven would feel like............


I am in love with the city...May be thats why all I can see are the beautiful scenic views this city has to offer.................

First showers of Monsoon and actually walking the promenade ,the sea striking back and forth ............how could I not be smitten by the majestic enchanting view...........Spell bounding and a feeling of pride!

And how can I forget that lovely down stretch when you take that right turn from Mt.Mary church towards Bandstand.....How often do I just walk down and yes I call it walk of Life..........Its one of those rare experience and especially in these Monsoons...When you could actually feel those cool droplets over your face that breeze soothing all the tense thoughts and the closeness to Nature.......
That bond between Nature and Man just gets strong .............
My Monsoon experience has been as of now Fantastic...The city as everyone says becomes difficult to commute and is also famous for its dangerous Monsoons........But then when Man goes against Nature he has to face the brunt as well......

Nothing like Mumbai Monsoons and eating "Bhutta" in the pouring rain..........walking down the sea side.......and living every moment of it!

What else you could ask for...Well for me the onset of Monsoons is significant...Its my first rains in Mumbai and I am making sure I enjoy every bit and pieces of it...
Yes Be it walking in the rains alongside the fearful sea...Be it being there on the Narimam point to Enjoy the rains with garma garam chai...........or be it a long drive over Bandra Worli Sealink...........
No stopping at all the fun and the excitement of being in the city of dreams.......where each moment inspires to live,Yes Mumbai has taught me a lot! Mumbai never stops,never cease to  work and Kudos to the spirit of ever awake Mumbai!

Yes it is so very true Mumbai never sleeps.........

I Exist !

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Life has always been generous enough to make ways for things I have always wanted,at times cruel as well to snatch things/relations which also I thought that moment that I wanted! It always has been a learning experience though..
My Twenty six years of Life have had many twists,many turns and many upside downs but all resulting in one thing a great Learning experience..
As of Now also am going through a phase where things are little bad ,Still I constantly remind myself I exist!

I have to breathe,continue working hard towards my dreams and yes believe that there is one master plan that is for everyone,Even there is grand plan that Universe has designed for me...So whatever happens happens for the best,Its an affirmation that I too exist !


I want Life to surprise me,inspire me and make me feel alive each and every moment!!!!! Thats all ! Life is in living,It goes on.......I exist very much

Guilty Pleasures

The truth be told and few be  admonish..
I be there with you, in yours arms and all the resentments vanish...!!

While I could be in love with you ever and ever...
Please Say that you would be with me always and leave me Never!!!!!

Kiss me and Kiss me again..
Yes under that tree amidst the Rain.......

Those Guilty pleasures......
The Burning passion ,
That raw Ecstasy which can never be measured....