Amor cuerdo, no es amor.

Amor cuerdo, no es amor. There is No  Sane Love......As Simple as that !
True A Love which has reasons cannot be termed as love..Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired ! But that doesnot mean  a bout of attraction or lust driven feelings could be called  as love.
Love is a feeling between two individuals ready to merge their identity and willing to accept each other as it is!
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude towards each other that grows with time....That raw passion and the naked desire that reflects in the  eyes........Yes I am talking about that crazy drugged feeling of being in Love..
A love which is madness ,A love which is  intense .....

"Love comes into your being like a tidal wave … sometimes it withdraws like a wave, till there isn’t such a thing as a pool left, and every bit of your heart is as dry as seaweed beyond the wave’s reach" —Phyllis Bottome

A love where a mere kiss wouldnot  just be  a kiss but would be  able to evoke a charged explosive elements within which neither the mind could recognise or analyse....And this crippling confusion of mind and body sending a strange quivering ache deep inside which has never been known before by just a simple act of lips touching each other is what I feel is  Love.......
Yes Embarking on a Journey in quest of love........
........................Nunc scio quid sit amor

Against the tide

So here I am back to square one...Same city  Same I ......Nothing changed..That dream of buying a Louis Vuitton or driving the Audi still remains the dream.I sound so materialistic ,agree I am but then who is not?
Its just that I atleast accept and the worse thing is that my happiness does depend on them,I am currently without any job and by my own choice,So that answers !
I might be materialist ,I might be somebody who prefer only Hidesign purses and Chanel perfume and wears only Zara/Gucci but when it comes to basic Moral I am proud that yet I have not killed it.

I am proud that I am able to walk out on a job that paid me well .....I am extremely proud that I refused to Give in....May be for others it would be a fool hardy decision when you have to got nobody who could support you..I am a risk taker and I am ready.
At this point of time deep down somewhere I have faith.I believe things will work out well,so what if I have to struggle.
I am a little afraid ,Somehow I feel all alone trying to figure out where Now!
Suddenly Life has started asking questions to me,Sitting on the rocks watching the tide smashing against those rocks I somehow feel the same......
So how does things shape up is a mystery......
Moving against Tide,Its my Journey.........which starts!